As a youngster, I resolved that I would never wear a mask, to hide myself from others. But, let me tell you in a couple of years, the stage was empty, sans players, sans music or dance. Life seemed to make no sense without players around. I reluctantly took a mask, one with a permanent smile to near ones as well others. Suddenly, others started coming on stage and again life was full of drama and laughter.
Now, years afterwards, I got so used to the mask that not even my close friends are able to see me without it. What do I do? When will I ever throw this mask and be myself? Deep inside I fear that this play is never ending, that players around are more willing to play their part and leave than being themselves and accepting me for who I am. Life seems to perfect with the mask on and still I miss something...I miss the life without it!
So true Jency.........we elders are so fake. We have collection of masks with us...one for our parents one for husband one for boss one for in laws, one for kids, one for friends .......list never ends. I guess after a while u forget how you look without one :-(
ReplyDelete@sahana: good that we atleast admit it,most ppl r afraid even to mention abt it!
ReplyDeleteI think a lie is better than the truth if it brings happiness to us and others.so wearing a mask is better in some situations because no one is alike to accept us as we are and got to adjust with others as life is full of adjustments and sacrifices to be happy...
ReplyDelete@kavitha wat u say is true... for practical purposes everyone does it, and it is ok for some not all situations but my point was once u extend it to everyone, u lose ur own identity/individuality/integrity in the world
ReplyDeletemask and the stage my favorite thought resonates deeply..
ReplyDeleteyeah jency...tats so true...its a never ending process !!!
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